shades..

I realized today that writing this blog, my short stories and the novel I've been working on for the last two years- as well as my photography- are my current sun glasses and big hair.  If that statement doesn't make much sense, then I know you're paying attention!  It doesn't make sense, not immediately...

When I was younger, late teens or so, I wasn't quite sure who I was let alone willing to share whatever I was with the world.  So, I would hide behind my big hair and sunglasses.

It was like a Halloween costume you never had to take off.  I don't think I understood this at the time, but I realize it now.  It was easier to show some vulnerabilities from behind this guise, then to just let it all hang out- so to speak.

Now, I have to wear prescription sunglasses and my hair isn't nearly as big (nor is it socially acceptable anymore), so I find that hiding isn't as much of an option.  That's where writing and photography come into play.  I can communicate my thoughts through the images I choose to capture and the text I choose to create.  I can show glimpses of myself while remaining behind the lens and behind the keyboard.  This works for me. 

What works for my oldest son these days is hiding behind the winter hat and sunglasses that he seems to never be without and that I am always asking him to remove.  I won't be doing that anymore!